Everyone as some point in their life feels the same way as you do now. Believe me, I've been there. Everything will be okay soon enough :)

__________________

"Guys tear their hearts out for kate constantly. John Bobbit tore his hotdog off for her!" -- "Kate, you can break any guy's masculine front to pieces."

Ok jjab you just reminded me of something important here that i wanna say. You already have made a difference, a monumental difference in someones life. You helped someone meet someone in their life, when they were really and desperatly stuck. If it hadnt been for you they wouldnt of found the way. They owe you so much, you helped them have their future, to be free and happy. So please, try to get out of thinking that your meaningless and not making any difference. If you didnt exist.. They dont even want to think about it..

(You guys probaly dont know what im talking about: He helped me meet someone from here called Crystal, and without her idk what i wouldve done >_<)

I know a death of someone is hard =/ But it will be ok. Nothing stays bad forever. Meet up with some of ya friends, go out and have a laugh, talk to ya family and youll see you'll be happeir.

And yes, what everyone is saying here is true, you matter and are cared for by your immediate family and friends, so anything you do affects them.

If you feel your not making any difference elsewhere in the world, than remember that you just live your life for yourself, noones expected to make a huge difference on this world individually o.o

__________________

Worlds and A War. Creatures of Legends and Creatures of black spawn. Worlds and Living Heros, Pasts, in front of your eyes. On this world they are here fornow. One world once of all before split. Guardians and Kitsunes known. He Lives In Me, Love, this miracle awaiting. Friends and Animal souls. Fate Living and Freedom. Gifts and Gods. Places and Pokemon. Its not easy but I'm so glad to be me.

Even though life can be totally ****ty with gross stuff on top,Try not to get too depressed...Because without you on the world the total balance of people on the left to the right would change so much that the whole world would twist over and we would all be dumped into the milky-way and then we would be stuck drinking cold milk and eating stale rocks that have been floating in space for 10,0000 years...See,Your the best to me! And besides,your probably really talented and cool...And you ca't let that go to waste! :)

PS:Sorry if my overly long and somewhat fiction story has made you more depressed...But as the quality of my writing goes down my happiness goes up,Lol!

__________________

Agreed. Although Javier Bardem can call me vos instead of tu anytime, anytime.

Well I'm sorry to hear that JJAB. Like a great broad once said :"The key to life is accepting challenges. Once someone stops doing this, he's dead.” Giving up is what makes life meaningless.